So, I’m thinking that maybe my vlogs should be fitting more with my blog post..as in what is happening in my life right now.  Which is I am thinking of my dad non stop.  The only times when my grief is distracted is when I space out to DIY or HGTV. Somehow remodeling shows distract me for awhile. My kids are a huge comfort to me, but I also think “Oh, I wish you had more time to know my dad, he loved you guys.”  Or I say to Rex, “Is it too late to rename you John Carl?”

This is a video of when my dad’s condition was starting to get worse.  He was taken to the ER (for no good reason at the time).  I didn’t like seeing him poked and prodded.  He was still with it mentally, but he was getting pooped.

Love you daddy.