I’ve kind of been itching for a night.. or two away on my own. Either solo or with my husband. When Vivien was 6 months I took off for 24 hours by myself for a birthday present to me. I took the pump and she was with my husband and my mom. When she was about 14 months, I went on a 48 business trip. I have done a couple of those since then. But, now with baby Rex I’m finding leaving to be harder.
Money wise I’m looking at stuff that wouldn’t cost a lot, use miles, stay at a friends, stuff like that. But, here is my thinking if it’s with my husband we can’t leave for more than 24 hours. If he stays I can go for 36 hours. If I can bank enough milk. And then I hear my mom’s voice, “leave a nursling?” And it stops me in my tracks.
I was just playing with Rex, singing “itsy bitsy spider”, which he loves. Kissing his toes which made him laugh like Ed McMahon (God rest his soul). And I think, sure I ‘d love to have wine with friends, go to a show, sleep all night, but what is better than this and more fleeting? Stay at home, save up for a big trip. Get over it.
But, I still want to go…
I once met a woman who said she left her 6 week old for two weeks to go Italy with her husband and I almost threw up.
On the other hand I have a friend who has not spent one night away from her daughter who is now 4. That makes me itchy.
When did you leave your baby, if ever? And for how long? Can one justify it if it’s not related to work?