I’ve started to write, stopped, started.. head been whacked since election. Also, so much to say!! Serious stuff too.
But, Don’s appointment to Secretary of Energy made me think of something funny. We remember Rich Perry’s famous “oops” moment when in a primary debate in ’12 he forgot one of the 3 departments he would dismantle if he became president. It was wildly made fun of and he was soon out of the race. Oh how have things changed in 4 years! Trump did 100 things more outrageous and said dumber things in his debate, but didn’t matter. Now, he is appointing Perry to one of the departments he wanted to dismantle.
Well, back then I included Perry’s debate gaffe as one of my “If a mom talked like….” So, I’m posting again. So funny, one of the points I was making back then with this series is that women are held to a different standard than men. Ha, ha, so true ( laughing through my tears)
Happy the experienced guy won and the Mark Ridley Thomas machine did not prevail. But, what did we eat? They served some good Caribbean food. Good we ate before we walked in the room because it was Louisiana hot in there.
Think they didn’t have the campaign funds for A/C. But, good vibes mixed with the heat as the results came in he was ahead from the start– barely, but never lost the lead.
Of course hardly anyone voted so in the end though he won by about 6%, that was only 1,800 votes. In a city our size that’s tiny. But, hey, a special election in summer? To be expected.
The event we had for him a couple of weeks before went well. I was sweating with A/C trying to get bodies there. Summer vacations, apathy and resistance to a nuanced political strategy made it hard to get people to commit. But, in the end I got the numbers I wanted.
It was a fun party and it was good mix of people. Folks were charmed and impressed by Dr. Mckenna when he spoke and everyone loved Mark’s grilled cheese.
I was really touched by a few old friends who came or volunteered and loved seeing new faces. I think it’s great for our kids to see us involved in our community. But I won’t kid you, I’m glad it’s over. Oh wait… this was just the special election! Next year it happens again. Honey, warm up the grill!
Note, this post was written last week, but my energy was ebbing and I worried that I wasn’t clear and lacked confidence in my voice following the shooting. I’m feeling better, looked it over and now I’m posting it.This week I’ve been shaky and a bit daft from the trauma of Monday’s shooting. However, a ray of sun broke through. Yesterday, exhausted and emotionally and physically spent I rallied and went downtown for my confirmation hearing before the City Council’s Planning department. It was long scheduled and not the kind of thing you can easily change. It was good to have a reason to put on make up and I got my hair blown out. Felt down right therapeutic. When I was being interviewed I said straight up that I was off my game and why. “Sorry if I’m not clear headed, you see I was at Wilshire division last night…” They were kind and it went well. The next day was the big confirmation in front of the city council.
Let me back up… so the last couple of years I’ve been a volunteering, community machine. So much so that as I crouched in the lectern Monday night as bullets fired and I was praying I wouldn’t be killed I did think, “Maybe I volunteer too much?” I’m happy that I have lived to fulfill this honor that Mayor Garcetti has bestowed upon me to be on the Central Area Planning Commission.
I pulled Vivien from school for the occasion. I want my daughter to be proud of me. My sisters, mom and Mark were all there.
We waited a while the eccentric characters who make one challenge our countries commitment to free speech spoke. ( one guy had a cape, the other muttered “stupid bitches” under his breath) Than I and another commissioner went and sat at the table in front of the council.
My councilman Herb Wesson, President of the Council, spoke. He said he whole heartedly endorsed both of us for the appointments, but he wanted to speak about why he thought I would be a good commissioner. He spoke about showing up after the shooting,(he did) which is in his district. That he had come to check on his staffer who was present during the shooting and the other people who were with me in that community room. He said, “They applauded for me. I should applaud them.” I said later, we applauded for you because we were touched that you were there for us and had come to support us. He said he would have been running screaming, but the council had stayed calmed and passed three motions after the shooting was over. He said that I, and the others, were heroes and that if I could handle that I could handle this appointment. I’m paraphrasing, but it was a very generous speech. I would say the heroes were the LAPD officers who under fire neutralized the suspect and the police who RAN IN toward the sounds of shots to liberate us . THOSE are the heroes. I’ve never been happier to see a cop in my life!!
I got a tad uneasy as I realized Vivien was hearing this. I have purposely NOT told my children about this incident. I think it would freak them out. So I turned to look at Vivien sitting with the rest of my family to gauge how she was taking this in. She smiled broadly. I smiled back. I don’t think she really got it, but later I said, some people had a loud fight near our meeting, but everything was ok. She seemed fine with that.
After the council confirmed us we went to the city clerk office and I was sworn in. I’m so lucky to have such great support. It was a good moment. Click for my swearing in I got a little choked up, in a good way.
my sidekick is acting different. I can only conclude one thing… the effect of the government shut down is spreading. (spouses who want fend off their partners can create their own shutdown. Badda bing)
I don’t have to be on “The View” or “The Talk” to get into hot topics. I do have the cutest sidekick in the biz who has great comic timing. Rex and I shot this before I had my breakfast. We had a lot to discuss. I like to do a bit more old school talk show. Mike Douglas, Dick Cavett, Merv Griffin. They didn’t just have actors on but occasionally had on people with real thoughts and ideas.
I just wish I had a key light.
Did you see that piece last week in the Sunday NY Times? About 40 something moms trying to regain footing the job market. It was depressing. These woman had taken 10 years off. The most I didn’t work was one year, yet, my jets have cooled a bit the last couple of years so this article scared the shit out of me.
If you went to an Ivy league college and kept up with your contacts it might not be so bad for you. But, for the 99% of us the message seems to be, don’t quit your day job.
But, which one? That’s the pain the modern mom continues to struggle with.
I’m a board member of our Neighborhood Council. Volunteer, natch, but we are given a budget by the City to do things for our area, we have to take really dull webinars like a city worker with a paycheck and benefits and supposedly we have the ear of City Hall.
Long story short, some guys with gusto came to our council to get funding for surveillance cameras in a local park. It is a mixed area. Lots of families, normal, good park activities and couple of gang shootings a year. The police always tell us, “It’s so much better than it was”. Which it is. Here I am recently in said park on National Night Out. I was getting people to sign up to get emails about our council. If they did I gave them a t-shirt, a flashlight or a reusable grocery bag. Some of them thought they could just get the t-shirt without hearing from me about their neighborhood council.
They were wrong.
So, I felt that our council member, Herb Wesson should have listened to these local heroes when they emailed his field deputy about this issue. Crickets. We only get so much dough a year so I don’t want to fund all things that cross our desk, and didn’t we give the council man some scratch for movies in the park? I’m also still waiting for my stop signs.. another story. Cut to: we fund half and I say I will help them contact the council office for the other half.
Then 3 weeks of my life was spent lobbying, email, phone calls. My favorite was the one from the field deputy Vincent , “Thanks Debra, do you have a number I can reach you.” Yeah, my name is not Debra, but here is my number. He never called. Some headway with his boss, high up deputy, not enough. Went the Mayor route, which looked promising, but our council meeting was now coming up and I felt the momentum would be to fund or dump the project. Frankly, it was less than 6 grand and there was a thick petition to go with the request.
A friend of a friend is in this HILarious video that takes place in a city council meeting. It bears some resemblance to the dynamic of these groups. Good satire
The night of the meeting Wesson’s rep Sylvia Lacey was there. Now, if you have ever been involved in a board meeting or city gov’t NOTHING runs zip, zip along, so it’s hard to break this down and give you, the reader info, and not want to stick a fork in your head at the pace of things. Bottom line, the council voted to be contingency funding for the cameras if the council office couldn’t “find the money”. I was also able to bring to Syliva’s attention that our community was feeling like they weren’t being heard… or called back. She wrote down our laundry list of issues, from problems with their website to badly placed traffic lights.
This has a happy ending. Two days later the council office funded it. I was so relieved as I didn’t have the time to start the recall my council member campaign ( must cancel that T-shirt order). I have other unpaid projects to work on.
Kate is pregnant, fiscal cliff, these kind of big issues need to be addressed by a serious roundtable. Or someone at a roundtable. An oblong table. Someone sitting.
Last Sunday I was so disappointed by the rubes the political shows had on. I figured my 7 year old would be a better pundit. So, I saw my chance on a recent outing to a play space.
sorry not funny this one…
A few years ago if I was in Ireland I would have died.
My husband would be a widower.
When I was about 16 weeks pregnant when I miscarried. The woman in Ireland who died had miscarried at 17 weeks. The first couple of days I didn’t feel that different physically. Emotionally I was a wreck. The baby to be was a little girl. They had said she was healthy. I had made a long list of names. We had told my stepchildren about her.
Guided by denial and bad advice I didn’t immediately get a D and C. Instead I hemorrhaged in the Ferry Building in San Francisco, in a hotel, in Napa. I wore 3 adult diapers on the flight back home, after my doctor screamed at me to come home, that were soaked with blood. I went into a very painful labor.
I was rushed to the ER. I have NEVER felt that kind of pain. I was screaming, “please help me, please help me.” as I was put under. I woke up hours later still screaming for help, but soon realized the absence of pain in my body. The absence of the fetus that was going to be my second daughter. I didn’t mourn her at that moment, I was so happy to be free of pain and alive. I was hooked up to a packet of blood. I had lost so much blood I was getting transfusions ( thank you nameless people who donated your blood).
I was very weak. People needed to help me with Vivien. I was also starting to get very emotional about having lost the baby.
the video I did about the aftermath back in ’08
However, I was alive. I lived and because of that Rex lived.
IF I was in Ireland I could have died, or any of the backward countries who put religion, politics, and all the rest disguised misogyny BEFORE the health of a women.
IF you have not yet read the story of this woman who died in Ireland, please do so now. This is a human rights issue. The media is making me CRAZY. They say she was denied an “abortion”. That is a political term for dilation and curattage. She had had a miscarriage. The doctors refused to do a D and C. This lovely woman could have been like me. She could have lived. She could have gone on to have a healthy pregnancy.
I’m so glad I live in America. I’m so glad that we have an awareness of not letting religion dominate our laws. Have the Anti Choice brigade made inroads to limit reproductive freedom here like in Kansas? Yes, sadly they have. It’s up to us to make sure that it doesn’t go further.
A doctor should do what he needs to do in order to save his patient. Not to please a deity.